Tuesday, November 3, 2009

This morning I was sad.

Sad and grieving for a very good friend of mine who lost her baby at 23 weeks to Anencephaly. I'm sad I couldn't be there for her and sit with her and attend her baby's burial. I'm so sad.
I'm sad and worried that our house hasn't sold in Michigan. And I don't want all our savings to go to a house we're no longer living in.
I'm sad I had to cancel lunch plans with a friend because I don't want her to get this stomach virus thingy.
I'm sad for my hubby who was up all night puking and still not feeling good.
I'm sad and concerned for a situation that Jon and I are facing and were not sure what to do.

But then I read through my Beth Moore bible study and it talked about how God wants what is best for us- so we don't need to worry about things. We need to trust Him.

And then I loaded up Brennan and we took a car ride and rolled the windows down and cranked up the music and it was sunny out and it was so refreshing!! It's about the mid 70's here in Texas and wonderfully sunny. It's amazing what a rejuvinating car ride (and a good bible study) can do for a girls spirit.

5 comments:

Jennifer said...

I'm sorry you're having a rough time right now. I'm here if you need a friend to talk to.

josh and michele said...

Hey chae, thanks for your post...i'm sad too. Just found out that my mormor only has a few more weeks. thanks for the birthday card for lo! miss you.

Ron & Judy A said...

We love you and are praying for you!
Dad A.

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Kym said...

We are praying for you. Our hearts go out to your friend. Two years ago my friends baby died of anencephaly. Theres not much to say except SAD.